My latest accomplishment!

Race day came. I was SO nervous!! Usually my nerves come out in the bathroom several times before my run, but I was only in there once...which of course made me more nervous that it would hit when I got to the race or even during it! Jason came with me and held my hand up until the horn went off. He said I was death-gripping his jacket. I was just cold. All week it said it was supposed to rain on the 27th which made me even more nervous. I was already concerned about my toenail falling off, I didn't want it to happen to more and risk more blisters.

Ready to go!

I was in Wave 6. This meant that 5 other big groups of people started before me. Each time a group shot off, my stomach was in knots. Finally it was my turn. I handed Jason my jacket, was so grateful that the rain was away, updated my Facebook status, of course...and off I went! I was hoping to start with my normal pace, all happy and running, but of course the people in front of me got in the way. People decided to start by walking, weren't moving and it was just a mess of people!! I finally got some distance and decided to start some music. I had wrapped my phone in saran wrap in case it rained, which made it really hard to navigate. I finally found play and all the sudden my music was blasted in my ears!! I like my music loud and was thinking that once I got my pace going that it would be fine. But now, this was like ear-drum burning loud!! I tried pressing the volume button from my arm band while running, and after several attempts and the arm band falling off, I decided to go to the sidelines and fix it. Not even 1 mile in and I'm already stopping. It was short lived and I was back on the road.

The energy in the half was awesome! Every few miles there was some random band playing, there were a ton of people on the sidelines cheering us on, holding signs and encouraging us. The signs helped a lot. They were encouraging but also funny at the same time! I wish I got pictures of the marathon itself but w/ my phone strapped to my arm, I couldn't do it. Some of my favorite signs: "If it was easy, we would all be doing it!"; "You're kind of a big deal!"; "I bet this seemed like a great idea 4 months ago!"; "Pet my puppy, it'll make you run faster"; "Free puppies at the finish line!"; and my favorite "Run faster, I just farted!" That last sign was accompanied by another sign that looked like a poof cloud by this ladies butt. I was dying! Some of the water stations were also themed. My favorite was the pirate station. Yes, everyone there offering water was dressed like a pirate. Part of me felt like I needed to get water from these stops just because they put in the effort. The other noteable one was the superhero station. There was a guy who needed to cross sides and bounded in front of his with a big black cape following him. I thought that was pretty awesome.

In the meantime, we started seeing people come back from the full marathon. It was amazing to see how these people were built!! They were like a different species! Tall, lean, muscle, SPRINTING! And for them, this was mile 24 and they're sprinting!! I didn't sprint at all during half of that!

Anyway, back to my race. I was feeling pretty good. I had experience with hills, my breathing was pretty regular, I had a good pace going. Then around mile 5 I started getting ankle pain, this time in my left ankle. I tried running in different ways in order to stretch it out a little, changed my pace. It helped a little. At one point I had to stop again because my music got loud again. Then I would speed walk when I got water, because I found out the hard way that it's difficult to drink water out of a little cup while you're running. The spilled water all around my face did feel nice though.

During the race there were a couple landmarks I was looking for. The biggest one is the big smokestack around Carlsbad.

Image courtesy of Active Rain

You can see that power plant from miles. When I saw it from far away, I could gauge how far I needed to go. And I knew that from our turning spot I wouldn't be able to see it anymore. I ran past it and got to the halfway point (I thought) pretty quickly! I was so glad to have mapmyrun going because they didn't have mile markers like I thought they would! I think at the halway point MMR was saying it was technically 7 miles. But at the end of the race my mileage ended up being .6 more than the 13.1. On my way back, I looked for the same smokestack. I tend to look at the ground while I'm running so I don't turn my ankle on some random piece of pavement. I was amazed when I looked up and was thinking "hey, where did it go?!" That's right...I passed it!! Whoo hoo!! Shortly after my ankle was still really bothering me and had moved into my knee. I was feeling really creaky and had passed 9 miles. I know I didn't have much farther to run but knew I needed to stretch. Did that for less than 30 seconds then back on the pavement. Not sure if that made matters worse because I started turning into lead. After 10 miles, the thoughts running through my head were, "Wow, I've NEVER run this far before!! This is awesome!! You're almost there! You can do it!!" From about 9 miles on I could see on peoples bibs that they were from Wave 4 which had started about 10 minutes before me. That's about an average of a mile! I was stoked on that. But then I would see people who were power walking and keeping w/ my pace. That was a bit embarassing.

The hardest part was when MMR said "13 miles". I really wanted to say "Whoo hoo!!!! .1 miles left!!!" But no, someone had their mileage jacked up and I still had to do another .6. That doesn't seem like much but when you're muscles are crying for a rest, it's tedious!! I could see the mall. I could see the people rounding the bend to the finish line. I could feel my face turning to smile. I was finishing!!!!! Running up to the finish line I heard my name and looked back to see Jason and Avery cheering me on! I looked towards the finish line and saw the clock say 2:59:58. I sprinted my hardest and managed to finish at exactly 3:00:00. However, I was in Wave 6, so it didn't actually take me 3 hours to finish. My final time ended up being 2:42! I was aiming for 2:15, but I don't care. I just care that I finished!

I was quickly handed a mylar blanket which looked like something from outerspace. I think it was to keep the heat on your body since you sweat, and the air will make you cold fast, it keeps the heat in. Next step in line was the medal. You just picked it up and kept walking. It was kind of anti-climatic, but I put that sucker over my neck asap! Next in line, bottle of water and then a bag w/ some snack in it. I knew it would take a while for Jason to find me, so my priority was finding a place to sit and tell him where I was. LEAD FOR LEGS!!! I could barely move. And the sea of people! I ended up finding some curb, and luckily about 2 minutes later my friend Alyssa found me. Avery was fascinated with my blanket. She was so cute and her face looked so proud of me. "You went running, Mommy!" I sure did!

Me, my kid and my curb.

Alyssa asked me what I thought of it. I said, "My bucket list item got checked off and I NEVER need to do that again!!" And it's the truth! Man, it was brutal!

I came, I saw, I conquered and got a pretty medal to show for it!

We got in the car to battle the masses out of the parking lot and Jason says, "Now that you met your goal, whats next?" 

Good question.

13.1

A drive to a specialty grocery store? A drive to the beach? Drive to the doctor's office? Who knows if those actually take 13.1 miles to get to, but often we take for granted how fast our cars can get us to that distance. It doesn't seem like much. With gas prices skyrocketing, 13.1 miles can cost up to $4 in that trip. That's about a whole gallon!! Perspective.

After Insanity I made a goal to do a half-marathon. 13.1 miles...doesn't seem like that much. I started training in October, doing about 2 3-4 mile runs and then saving longer 5+ mile runs on the weekends. I didn't realize how much this was going to kick my butt until the last two weekends. The first weekend I did 9.5 miles. From training I had a 6.75 mile loop one direction of my house and a 4.88. Because I made it a loop I had cut out some of the starting distances and it was 9.5.  I cramped pretty bad between 3-4 miles (which isn't that uncommon for me), but by mile 7 I was in a groove. A lot of this route was hills and signals. I thought it cut out a lot of my time and wasn't really accurate of my true time, but I did it. After that 9.5 mile run, I was hurting. I came home, showered and slept for 2 hours. I didn't realize it would take that much out of me! Two days later my ankle was hurting pretty bad. I was limping around most of the day. The next day it was better. By Tuesday it was fine and I was able to run a smaller distance on it.

The second weekend, or last weekend, I wanted to do a longer run, but didn't want to set a course. I told Jason what streets I was going to take. He asked if I wanted to know how long that was and I said no. The run was nice. Most of it was flat hills. The most time consuming portion was the stupid signals! Seemed like they took forever! On the way back I told myself that if I got to a signal by my house and I was only at mile 8, then I would do an extra loop by my house. I didn't know how long that loop was. So sure enough, I get up to that exact signal and my phone says "8 miles" exactly. I was feeling pretty good. Even though I was SO close to home, I jaunted around for that extra 2 miles. I was pretty much jelly by mile 9, but when I got home it was exactly 10 miles and took exactly 2 hours! I was stoked! I managed to get a nasty blister underneath my toenail. The toenail is going to fall off. I just call it battle-wounds :)

My ankle hurt less than the 9.5 mile run, but we went to Disneyland on Wednesday and it kind of aggravated it. With most training scheduled it only recommends a few light runs. I had a small run on Tuesday and after Wednesday I decided to rest my ankle until race day.

(To be continued...)

Avery's first haircut

I'm the only one who does Avery's hair. Not because she lets me, but because I'm a girl. I think boys lack that special gene required to make a successful ponytail without making it look like one gigantic birds nest  Often I have to wrestle, bribe, distract or basket-hold in order to get her hair to look halfway decent.

She was a pretty bald baby. It wasn't until she could sit up that her hair started sprouting. Since she was laying down most of the time, she had this lovely bald spot on the back of her head.

7 months! 

Three months later she had enough to actually wear a cute bow!

9 months!

Took another 6 months to get her first ponytail.

15 months! (Sept 2011)

After it was ponytail worthy, it just grew like a weed. I could always measure how much she had changed and grown up by the change in her hair. Heck, just even months ago...

September 2012

Pigtails were getting much too long. 

December 2012

It was time. Time for the first cut. Her ends were getting pretty dry, it was getting caught in her armpits when changing her clothes which would make her mad, she was getting so much food stuck with it. Lets just say Mommy was done! Since she is SO compliant with me brushing her hair, I didn't know how she would be with a stranger doing it. I found a kids salon nearby which was handy. They had a Lightning McQueen car that I tried to reserve for her, but it was already taken. I reserved a blue Mini Cooper instead. It was a good thing because when we got in there, that was the one she asked for! 

Overall, she did great! The only thing she wasn't terribly compliant for was pictures. Couldn't get her to smile worth a darn. We finally had to break out one of our own phones and use the camera where she could see herself and then got a decent picture. 

Before. Wouldn't you kill for highlights like this??

Shaggy before.

The only thing that I thought was weird was how much they were trying to get her to get a cut like an adult. Looking down, staying still, looking forward, etc. The experience I've had is that the scissors move with the kid. When this didn't happen we seemed like the overly smothering parent who wanted to be involved in every little snip. That's not us. Given how much the lady wanted Avery to sit still, she did a pretty good job.

Looks like a completely compliant child...totally distracted by technology. 

But whatever works. 

Final results!!

I love it! She totally looks like a kid now. I don't now if it's ponytail worthy, but my little baby is all grown up *sniff*. She's so pretty :). 

I'm a schmo

A few weeks ago, probably the last time I ran, I felt amazing! I left the house with confident, likely listening to the Grouplove album, sky blue and beautiful, brisk winter air. It was great. I use mapmyrun on my phone to...map my run. I calculates my mileage, time, route and calories. I love it. When I set out for said run, I was so surprised when I hit a mile, and even more surprised that it said I did it in about 6:30! Rockstar!! It feels like whenever I have a slow first mile it takes forever to catch up or work that number down. Since I was starting with a low number I just went with it and cranked out a 3.76 mile run in 34 minutes. I was stoked I averaged a 9 minute mile!

Friday I decided to run, having the same confidence although a bit lessened since I hadn't run in a month. Same settings. Blue sky, brisk air, already warmed up. I started running and happily awaiting my phone to chime "1 mile, time __ minutes". I kept waiting, running and waiting some more. Nothing. Where the heck is this mile marker? It was at least another half a mile up the road. When it did chime in, it said "1 mile, time 10:30 a mile". I was so disappointed. I realized that my last run had glitched and reported too soon. That kind of killed my motivation. If I had to stop at a stop light, I often used it as an excuse to walk and take a break. I stopped to stretch my calves after a particularly gnarly and slow hill climb. Then almost at the end of my run, a huge diesel truck decided to gun its engine right next to me!! The fumes quickly got into my lungs and I began coughing. I held my elbow up to my mouth to breathe and keep the fumes out, and I also stopped. The dude turned into the next driveway. I was SO tempted to tell him to get a smog check, but I resisted. I ran the rest of the way, disappointed in myself and the run. It really is like starting from scratch. And I have a half-marathon in 3 weeks!! Wow, that just put things into perspective!!! I just hope that they block all the diesel trucks from the route. I was coughing all day!

Instagram

Instead of pressing my snooze button in the morning, it has been replaced by looking at my iPhone. I religiously check the Target app for their daily deals, Facebook, the weather and Instagram. I love seeing others pictures, the fun filters and #hashtags they post to them. Although I may never understand why people feel the need to put 5 of them after their pictures, #theyjustwanttobecoolerthaneveryone elseiguess. I wanted to share some of my recent Instagram pics.
Enjoy!

This picture actually isn't from Instagram, but I love it. My sister was supposed to go to the snow with us but couldn't make it. I kept taking snow pics on the side of the road to send to her to show how much there was. Nothing beat this picture though. We got stuck in the ice though so we weren't able to go further than this picture. It was fun but scary. I'm glad the hubs was driving! 

December we had to make an unfortunate trip to
the ER for Avery. She was a good sport. 

I was proud of my Christmas door decor this year.
Wreath made by me!

Awesome sunset we drove into when coming
back from the snow. Love where I live!

My little monkey modeling her new
Cinderella getup. 

Salted Carmel Chocolate Donuts.
Recipe by Table for Two.

We get big smiles from the Santa that doesn't
move or talk to you! At Legoland.

Doing some last minute Christmas
light seeing. Christmas Eve. 

Resolutions?

I'm not really a huge resolution person. I try to be a better person, I try to eat better, but I don't like to set goals for myself. I guess it might set me up for failure. Plus, 365 days is a long time. I've been a once a month or less kind of blogger for the past year. I like doing it but sometimes don't think people would want to listen to what I have to say. I was thinking about it about it a month ago...I'd be awesome to chronicle a year, for me. Avery is getting into such a fascinating age right now. I think it would be amazing to chronicle the next year together.

So, January 2nd. This is where I'm at.

Hi! 

Lets see. I have a lot coming up in the next month. Well, maybe not a lot, but a big freakin' event in my life. I'm doing a half-marathon on January 27th. I had been doing great with running. 2-3 times a week 3-6 miles a time and running the whole way. Then I got sick. And when I get sick I have a cough that lasts a month. Not good for running. So started back up yesterday, well, with Insanity. Hope it's the start of something. 

I'm going to go out on a limb and compare how I am physically not and the end of the year. I'm 5'4" 130.2lbs, size 6. My goal this year, is to not gain above that. Pretty doable, right? Check in with me in December. 

New year, New blog, New whatever

Champagne was bought in December...2011. Was a last minute purchase for the upcoming New Years holiday coupled with my husbands birthday. I know he doesn't like champagne, but I've been known to polish off a bottle by myself. Not sure what happened but it stayed in my fridge for the whole year. Pathetic, I know. Times have changed since having a kid. Since my husbands birthday is New Years day, we've always been out celebrating and kicked off the new year with a big birthday cake. Lots of drinking, friends, bands, ruining friends couches; trying new concoctions of alcohol: the flaming Dr. Pepper and myriads of cosmo's ring a bell.

Celebrating the Millennium. Was a costume party. I was supposed to be a butterfly but couldn't find wings. Love the hair?

New Years 2006. We went to see Igor & The Red Elvises with some friends. Your favorite band!! It was odd. 

NY 2007. Spent in Washington with my best friend Jo. 

Did you guess it was an 80's theme? 

NY 2008. Back in Washington! This time a 20's theme. It was fun being a flapper, and blonde! 

 

NY 2009. Spent at a piano bar with our good friends Edward and Michelle. 

And that's all the evidence I could find. After that, babytime kinda took precedent over late night shenanigans. Looking at those pictures is like seeing the evolution of my cheeks! Man, I'm surprised I don't have stretch marks on them. 

This NY I wanted to stay up a little later and not feel like such a loser being in bed by 9. I suggested playing a game. Since Jason's birthday was the next day, I let him pick. Scrabble it was! I cracked open that year old champagne (sound fancy being "aged" and all). I may have also indulged in a small bowl of ice cream. He had none, so I ended the year feeling like an indulgent lard butt. But heck! I was at home! Back to Scrabble. Whenever I play that game I remember why I hate it. Because I suck at it!! Nothing like a long drawn out game with your husband to realize what a dork you are. He'd already have the next 5 plays mapped out while it took me about 5 minutes to make one move. See why it was drawn out? I think my best word was HOMEY, which he almost didn't let pass because he said it was spelled with an I-E. I lost by about 40 points. Jason turned in. I hopped online to talk to a friend for a little bit. Was IN bed by 11. Usually takes me about 30 minutes to fall asleep. So of course 11:30, monkey wakes up for milk. I oblige, get back in bed about 20 minutes later and guess what? I made it to midnight!! Not quite the happenin' parties I've been to, but ringing in the new year laying in Avery's bed, watching her sleepily drink some milk....wouldn't have it any other way.